That’s it, I told him we shouldn’t be in contact anymore because of the situation. I guess/hope he understood. This hole inside of me will heal real soon I wish. He didn’t seem very happy about that but respected my choice, I know he understands me as we’ve always been on the same page. He sent me a sign today which almost made me cry but it also meant we’re quite in the same mindset *sighs* Que sera, sera… whatever will be, will be.