haven’t posted for a while, nothing revelant to write about. taking care of myself, at least trying. Too much thoughts and questions in my head. Indecision and doubts about future feel like a burden I’m tired to carry. I’m starting to know what I want and don’t want but in some ways , I guess I’m waiting for some outside events and signs to help me know I’m on the right way… cos’ I don’t have all the puzzle pieces yet and the big picture is still a bit blurry… I know I created the choices I have to make, but I have to be 100% sure of what’s best for me. My friends and family are all supportive, which helps a lot. I know/hope better days will come cos’ I worked for it and I deserve it.