What the hell is wrong? Are we, girls, raised with fairytales by parents telling us we’ll grow up as princesses, living in golden castles? My ass. And you guys? Do you grow up thinking you’ll fight dragons or save some cities wearing a cape and tights? What if we grew up in a fucked up culture? Girls are drama queens, boys have no feelings. We’re all fucking victims in this story, there’s no solution, no way to get out.

Sometimes, you think you meet exceptions (yeah this guy I’ve known for ages blablablah) , like him, who seems to have everything (even a gf haha). You throw your heart, guts and soul at him. You open yourself like you never did before… and what you get is…. NOTHING!!  No reaction, neither good or bad. You thought he woud have something for you, that he would care in some way…. you’re even so dumb you think some of your words may have moved him. How naive.

I could love him like no one else, we could be a match made in heaven, whatever, but even this very special person decieves me. How can you have faith in humanity, seriously…. this is depressing.